fuck so today i have to go to this appointment mom made with her pastor to “understand how to deal with my transness” and i wasnt that upset about it cuz the one time I met him he seemed like a decent person but now i feel like crying and throwing up and Im fucking terrified.

I’m terrified this is going to go really badly and just…

mom this is not a counseling session this is something you set up for YOURSELF to get the answer YOU WANT not the answer thats best for everyone.  Fuck fuck fuck i don’t know what to do I’m fucking terrified guys and my stomach is churning idk why the fuck i thought it was a good idea to eat breakfast